Slambook 2

August 19th, 2007 by killjoyako

LOVES:

Book title/s: The Good Earth, The Little Prince, Love Story, Harry Potter, Memoirs of a Geisha
Candy: Mentos fruit flavors, Reese
Place to be: at home, or in a bookstore/library
Beverage: water, iced tea, 4 seasons
Jewelry: earrings
Christmas song: the song that starts with "Have yourself a merry lil christmas.."
Zoo animal: the elephants
Movie: jerry maguire. sense and sensibility
Number: 12 (I was a Vince Hizon fan)
Quote: Romans 8:35
Ice cream: double chocolate ng selecta kaso di ko na sya makita sa grocery..=(
Dog: Siberian Husky
Day: Friday
Food: Japanese. Seafood.
Restaurant: SuzuKin at Kamagong St, Mkti. [it's not fancy, para nga syang carinderia for jap food. pero i love it kasi everything's authentic. =) ]
Music to fall asleep in: silence please
Time of day: very late at night
Feature in the opposite sex: hands. forearms. nose.
Thing to do right before bed: toothbrush, wash my feet
Thing to say when you’re mad: i usually keep silent. then i cuss all of a sudden.
Horror movie: The Ring 1
TV show: Lost. Square Off.
Flower: red roses
Color: red
Sport: badminton
Mall: ayala
Music: acoustic, light rock, praise
Weather: basta windy at makulimlim
Animal: cats
Subject : arts / english
Piece of clothing:  shoe-and-bag freak ako
Snack: waffles
Vacation spot: Baguio

HATES:

Place: mausok na kalye
Veggie: okra. ewwwwe..
Trait in a person: selfish, corrupt at makulit (paulit-ulit ang tanong)
Trait in a suitor:inconsistency, dishonesty
Hairstyle: nung uso ang aquanet hehe
Beverage: beer
TV show: mga 12nn perya shows on local TV. doesnt do anything to enrich our culture.
Food: peanuts (but i like peanut butter. weird.)
Perfume: perfumes with powdery scents
Fruit: chesa, santol, atis
Cigarette brand: no smoking. period.
Subjects: chem (purgatoryo) and math (impyerno)
Cellphone: nokia. damn devaluation!
First name: boggart, mary ann, jennifer (kasi napaka common e)
Months in the calendar: april - sobrang init, august - laging baha!
Housechore: iron pressing
Text messages: chaintexts. do not send me chaintexts, please.
Caller: citibank debt collectors. hehe.
Politician: Chavit Singson
Sport: golf. boring.
Restaurant: Chowking


   

SlamBook 1

August 17th, 2007 by killjoyako

Ako ay si: Vanessa
Sabi nila: masungit daw ako
Sabi ko naman: hindi. mataray lang.
Ang cellphone ko ay: SE S700i. Bought on 2005. nag shushut down nang mag-isa. Luma na pero mahal na mahal ko yan kasi lahat nasa kanya. =)
Paggising ko: katabi ko si Yumi sa kama (prodigal kuting!) at checking my phone for his “good morning bebe ko” message =) ahihi.
Naiinis ako sa: mga taong hindi inaabot ang bayad ko sa jeepney driver. hmp!
Natutuwa naman ako dahil: I have many things to be thankful for..
Namimiss ko na: ang trekking, ang mag trabaho, ang ilan kong kaibigan.
Huli akong uminom ng beer: di ako umiinom nun kasi ang pait. hehe.
Naiiyak ako kapag: ako ay nasasaktan, under stress, napapagod, at na-p-pressure.
Natatawa naman ako kapag: may nakakatawa.
Ang kantang pinapakinggan ko lagi sa player ko ay: Promise Me ni Lea S.  (malungkot na kanta..)
Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko kung wala akong: eyeglasses.
Nagagandahan ako kay: Bryce Dallas Howard at Nikki Gil.
Nagagwapuhan ako kay: Johnny Depp, Derek Ramsay at Gilbert Remulla.
Excited ako sa: hospital work. At long last.
Ang favorite kong gawin pag bored ay: magbasa, mag-dvd, magsulat at kulitin ang mga pusa namin.
Kapag ako ay nalalasing, ako ay: either madaldal o tulog.
Kapag nakakuha ako ng Php1000 sa kalsada, ipambibili ko ito ng: Shoes! Bag!
Ang paborito kong shoe brand ay: Nike (Just do it)
Marunong ka bang lumangoy? Kunyari  marunong.. Threading di ko pa alam! Huhu.
Nakapunta ka na ba sa gateway mall? yep. masyadong malamig dun. At laging may charge na 10php ang mga banyo. Di naman maganda. Mas maganda pa banyo namin. Mahilig ka ba sa videoke? Oo, kinakarir ko yun. Hehe.
Nakapasok ka na ba sa UP Diliman? Ofcourse. Iska ako eh. Used to watch plays there. UP Fair din.  And I love those trees.
Anong katangian mo ang maipagmamalaki mo sa mga tao? im.. kind? hehe. corny.
Makulet ka bang tao? Oo, pinipili ko kung sino kukulitin ko. =)
Na-experience mo na ba na maglakad habang umuulan? Sa Maynila, abnormal ka kapag hindi mo naranasan ang ma-stranded sa ulan. Nung nasa kindergarten ako nahulog ako sa kanal sa may Taft Quirino. Traumatic.
Magaling ka ba magscrabble? Hindi. Mahirap manalo kapag ang kalaban mo ay ang nakatatanda mong kapatid na English major sa UP. Hehehe..
Mahilig ka ba sa movies ni Jackie Chan? Hindi. Di ko type ang slapstick. 
Describe mo nga mga friends mo? Interesting, intelligent and irreplaceable =)
May nagreregalo ba sayo pag bday mo? Si Paula. Ang aking adopted sister. Hindi uso ang gift-giving within our family e.. =)
Birth time: 8am, Perpetual Succor Hosp, Sampaloc, Manila.
Last place you traveled: Banaue. The best. Dun ko na-realize na mas at-home ako sa bundok kesa sa beach…  Wag tayo makuntento sa postcard lamang. Puntahan ang mga probinsiya ng Pinas!(that is, if u still have the money to spare…hayyy kawawa naman ako!)
Eyes: black, (+) astigmatism (+) myopia
Height: 5 flat (walang daya yan…)
Zodiac Sign: Pisces – ma-drama at creative.
Your heritage:  Ilocana na laking maynila.
Your hair: long, straight, black. (Boring ba?)
Your weakness: Math. Chem.  At leche flan (diet? anung diet???)
Your fears: Anything bad happening to my family
Your perfect pizza: thin crust pizzas ng Bellini’s (in Cubao)
One thing you’d like to achieve: Be a travel photographer.
Your most overused phrase on messenger: “hehe”
Your thoughts upon waking up:  “Late na ba ako?” "May nagtext ba sakin?"
Your current worry: jobhunt
Your best physical feature: Hair? I dunno.. Boring. Gusto ko na pagupit.
Your greatest accomplishment: I don’t know  yet.. hmmm…
Your life is: a work in progress.
How do you want to die: Basta not in an accident.. When I die, I want to be cremated. Put that on record as my advance directive.
What do you want to be when you grow up: Successful. Thriving business. Early retirement. Global missionary work. Christian family. 
What country would you most like to visit: Japan!!!The geishas, the culture, Mt Fiji, the technology, the infrastructure, the cleanliness, the ingenuity!
Do you take compliments well? Throws me offguard sometimes.
Do you play Sudoku? Yes, kahit na mahirap hehe. Takes my mind off things even for just a while =)
If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? i dont know. do i get to keep my celfone? if so, and if there a signal, then im sure I will =)
Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Starscout nung Grade 1 ako. Went to something they called a ‘jamboree’ in UPLB.
Do any songs make you cry? none at the moment. I only cry when heartbroken. I guess it applies to everyone. You think every love song is directed at you and your failed attempt at romantic relationships.
Are you continuing your education? masterals in the future.
Do you know how to shoot a gun? No. but id like to learn
If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? my purse (everything is there), and my pets, too!
Who do you call the most? my mom
Favorite children’s book? The Ugly Duckling. It’s touching and timeless.
Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth? Yes. with paula when we were in college.. . Hehe… I still have the funny pics in my wallet =)
Perfume: Kenneth Cole Reaction (Bango tlga!)
shoe size: 7-7.5-8 (depends on the brand)
lefty/righty: righty. I want to be ambidextrous, though.
Do you like mustard? No. Ewwwe.
Do you prefer to sleep or eat? EAT!!! Hehe.
Do you look like your mom or dad? Mostly my dad. =)
How long does it take you in the shower? 15 mins minimum. hehe.
Can you do splits? no. aray.
What movie do you want to see right now? Cinemalaya films.
What did you do for New Year’s Eve? at home. erasing happy new year txt messages. hehe. I don’t relish the act of playing with firecrackers. I get jumpy getting 10 feet of them.
How many hours of sleep do you get each  night?  Around 5-6 hours, depending on how tired I am.
Do you like care bears? No. They’re boring.  Im a Little Twin Stars fan!
Do you know how to play poker? no. not interested
Anything big ever happen in your town? plane crash in merville, but all’s well now. the village next door (Multinat’l) is known for its shabu factories.
Is your tongue pierced? No. Never will.
Do you hate chocolate? love them. Cadbury’s fruit and nut, or basta bitter chocolate like Meiji Black. Id like to try some of those Belgian chocolates sa mall kaya lang they’re obscenely expensive.
What do you and your parents fight about the most? We don’t fight too much. We just get irritated at each other sometimes over petty things such as housechores. Pero once in a blue moon, we do fight. About plans for the future, late night outs and boys.
Do you like funny or serious people better? I like it when a person makes me laugh. It does not take a lot to make me laugh. =) 
If you could have any job what would it be? travel photographer like ansel adams.
color of most clothes you own? brown
number of pillows you sleep with? 2
what do you think you’ll be doing in 15 years? Early retirement, owning a business (apartment units for rent. Hehe.) i wish!
describe your wallet? its big and bulky and brown. with lots of cards, licenses, IDs and 1×1 pics. if i lose them, im dead.
first play/musical/performance? kindergarten graduation. A short monologue as a rabbit in a fairytale play at PWU.
first movie seen in cinema? Aliens. Was in second grade then. Scared the hell out of me!
Describe your last crush? si bebe? Hmm.. mabait, expressive, disciplined and masipag. (among many other things =) )
Last time you wanted to die? im not suicidal
What annoys you? When the people in front of me are walking too slow and im in such a hurry
Do you live in a big house? big na ito for me. It has high ceilings and lots of windows, which I really love!
Who is your bestfriend? Si Pau. Been friends for a decade and counting! Love her very much =)
How do you like your eggs? The way my mom cooks it – mixed with milk, butter, julienned carrots, and then scrambled all together in the pan =)
Have you ever ice skated?
Yes, when I was in grade 3 pa hehe. I want to try out MOA but sobrang mahal e..
Do you wear jewelry? Yes. Watch and earrings.
Who do you want to kill? Chavit Singson
Do you have a nickname? Nikki (from the song by Burt Bacharach)
What’s your one wish? to have all my wishes come true. wahahha
Are you an only child? nope. I have 3 sisters. Im the second-born. I wish I had a kuya though.
What personality trait s do you look for in people? Confidence, humor and principles.
What’s your worst habit? procrastinating
Do you believe in the zodiac?D Medyo. I can’t help it. They all fit.
Favorite dessert: Leche Flan, Ice cream, pastry, chocolate (in order yan ha)
Do you watch telenovelas? Dati I was gaga over Meteor Garden (who wasn’t?)
Do you read books without understanding them? Yes. I read all my
math/algebra/calculus books from cover to cover, but at the end of the
day I do not understand a thing. Hehe.
Do you have a teddy bear? No.i dont like stuffed toys that
much.They’re cute but they can’t talk back. They can’t meow or bark or
nuzzle or make lambing the way pets do. =)
Do you have your own room? No. i share it with my sister. I wana have my own room!
Do you play online games? n0pe. I duno how many seem to like it. It’s pointless.
Can you do push ups? Yup! Pero hanggang 16 counts lang, mabilis ako mapagod dun.
Worst injury you’ve ever had? Lacerated tongue when I fell of the upper bunk bed when I was a kid.
Who is your loudest friend? Mahal. Hehehe. ADHD kid yun! =)
Who is your most silent friend? Ryan del Agua – the silent, brooding gentleman. =)
What song do/did you want played at your wedding? Beautiful in my Eyes” – Joshua Kadison
What song do you want played at your funeral? I don’t know yet.
What city did you grow up in? Pandacan, Manila/P’que
Did you enjoy your childhood? Yes, even though i got nearly
bitten by my neighbor’s crazy dog! I miss 10-20, Nanay-tatay,
Monkey-monkey, and ofcourse Ice Gems!!!!
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? Astronaut. Painter.
What do you want to be now? Not an astronaut. =)
Were you a fun little kid? hindi ata. Iyakin ako e. tsaka accident-prone hehe
What was your first best friend’s name? kareen jamandron.
Is he/she still your friend? we drifted apart along the years. She’s still my neighbor here in merville. She’s working as an int’l flight attendant.
Can you name all the schools you ever attended? Jose Abad Santos Memorial Sch, Sacred Heart Sch, MaSci, UP Mla
Were you closer to your mom or dad as a kid? Mom.. I remember
not wanting to let go of her skirt, butt-naked sa garage, bawling my
eyes out while her car was pulling out of our garage. waaah!
What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying? Hootie and the Blowfish when i was in Grade 4. Excited ako nun sobra!
How old is a good age to have kids? late 20’s til 35 y/o
Are you scared of anything? flying cockroaches. Why do they have to fly and settle on my head???? ugh!
What was your favorite class in elementary school? Reading and Writing. And the science experiements. =)
Did you buy school lunch or bring your own? I had baon for lunch. I always bought either banana con yelo or pansit palabok during recess.
Favorite board game of all time? Word Factory. Monopoly. and the game where you had 8 chances to guess the order of the colored pegs…. i forgot the name..
Did you play house or pretend to be a super hero? played house. lutu-lutuan, bahay-bahayan.. I always wanted to get the role of the doctor or the shopper.
Seriously, are you still just a kid at heart? Very much! I delight in new activities/discoveries.
If you could change your eye color what would it be? gray. 
Who do you make fun of the most among your friends? Si mayen. Hehe. Di kasi siya pikon eh.. =) 
What’s the longest time you’ve ever talked on the phone? 5 hrs.. a long time ago.
Have you seen your bestfriend cry? Yes. She doesn’t shed a lot of tears. She sheds a lot of sipon. hehe.
What is a noise that you cannot stand? Novelty songs from noontime shows. Ugh.
Do you have a hard time admitting you’re wrong? If I think I’m correct, I can’t admit to being wrong. No matter what happens.

THIS OR THAT
love or lust > love
hard liquor or beer > tequila
night or day > night
1-night stand or rel’nship > rel’ship
television or internet > net
pepsi or coke> water nlang
wild night out or romantic night in > hmm, pwede bang romantic night out?
colored or black /white pictures: > depends on the image u like to achieve
phone or in person > both

Are you afraid of..

The dark? n0.

Death? my death? no. 

Tragedies? the word ‘tragedy’ is subjective.

Insects like spiders? flying cockroaches and moths. Keep away!!!!

Your enemies? good girl ako e

Your parents? sometimes hehe

Cats? course not!

What do you prefer?
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset. Glorious reds, yellows and violets. they always look
                           great in photos.
Gore or horror: Are they not the same? Love story nalang.
Eastside or westside: ng US? westside. coz its sunny and warm.. =) But the
                                eastside provides more opportunity for  artistic growth.
Stripes or polka dots: Stripes. Simple lang.
Money or fame: Money.  So I can buy myself to fame. Just look at Prospero Pichay!
Planes or trains: Fast trains with a view if u want to enjoy the journey. Planes if
                         you’re seasick or have Meniere’s Disease.
Metal or hardcore: Wala. Acoustic nalang.
Boxers or briefs: Wala naman.Pero the books say boxers for men
because briefs trap                          heat. And heat causes poor
sperm motility. Hehe..
D0 Y0U…
Cuss:  yes. 
Get motion sickness: GYes, sa Roro nung Oct 2006. Vomit galore.
Call or text? Call – if I want an answer ASAP.
Like thunderstorms: Yes, but only when im home
Play an instrument: Can someone teach me how to play the guitar?
I have one at home and it’s all dusty with no one to make music out of
it… sayang..
Workout: Yes, gym and jog. I hope I can get to do it regularly when the rainy season ends. .
Like reading: Very much!

*Whew !!!

On My Way To You

July 23rd, 2007 by killjoyako

So often as I wait for sleep
I find myself reciting
the words I have or should have said
like scenes that need rewriting.

The smiles I never answered
doors perhaps I should have opened
songs forgotten in the morning.

I relive the roles I’ve played
The tears I may have squandered
The many pipers I have paid

Along the roads I’ve wandered
Yet all the time I knew it
Love was somewhere out there waiting.

Though I may regret a kiss or two,
If I had changed a single day
What went amiss or went astray
I may have never found my way to you.

I would not change a thing that happened
On my way to you…

**
i love you, too. =)

Random Thoughts 2

July 2nd, 2007 by killjoyako

Sometimes, when we lose ourselves in fear and despair, in routine and constancy, in hopelessness and tragedy, we can thank God for Krispy Kreme donuts. And fortunately, when there aren’t any donuts, we can still find assurance in a familiar hand on our skin, or a kind and loving gesture, or an offer of comfort. Not to mention BreadPan, earplugs, an uneaten piece of chocolate, softspoken secrets,and the occasional piece of fiction. And we must remember that all these things — the nuances, the anomalies, the subtleties which we assume only accessorize our days are in fact, here for a much larger and nobler cause. They are here to save our lives. The idea may seem strange, but I know them to be true.

Sagada Jaunt

May 4th, 2007 by killjoyako

Since 2004, I have always promised myself that before I go
abroad (whenever that will be), I will visit Sagada by hook or by crook. My
ultimate vacation adventure. A place I‘ve always dreamt of going, kahit na di
ako mag-Palawan o Sagada_map
Batanes, basta lang makatapak ako ng Sagada. Haha. Panay urong–sulong ako sa plans na maka-akyat, kasi
walang travelmate. Hehe. Sa desperation, gumawa pa ako ng open invitation sa
friendster bulletin hehehe. (“Wanna go to mystic Sagada? Everyone (and I mean
everyone) is welcome! Contact me at.. etc..”) At ang pumayag lang ay si Bec,
ang loka-loka (at ever-supportive) kong nurse-migranteng friend na nasa Texas. hehe.

Huhu. Sabi ko sa sarili ko.. “Pucha, AKO na nga lang mag-isa
aakyat!”

Travelmates Well, in the nick of time, and because God is such a comic,
Mahal wanted to go too. She told Gayle, and Gayle coincidentally had plans to
go there as well! And Ava, their dormmate, does too! And Ate Pam wants to get
out of the

Manila heat. So there! Five bright
and pretty young ladies to trek the mountains of the Cordillera – Ate Pam (my
elder sister, age 24), Gayle and Mahal (my friends slash colleagues slash upper
batchmates, ages 25 and 27 respectively) Ava (Gayle’s dormmate, age 26) and
yours truly.

Pinaka-bata ang lola nyo. 

Eto na talaga! Tuloy na tuloy na talaga ako!  YES YES YES ! ! !

Sagada here I come! Hehe.

Day 1 Victory Liner, Pasay  (9:15p / Apr 4)

Bus bound for Baguio - a 6 hour ride

Ticket price P390.00

Snacks: P42.00


Hala, naiwan kami ng bus.

At bakit???

Kasi mali ang pinagpilahan namin. Turned out we were lining up at the chance passengers
queue. Tanga tanga nung dispatcher. Hehe. But all’s well, coz the manager
“managed” to squeeze us in on the 9:30 bus.

What a night!

Day 2 Baguio City (4:30a / Apr 5)

Expected time of
arrival: 3:30a

Actual time of
arrival: 4:30a

Chowking Classic
Wanton: P65.00

Tourguide: P1000.00
per group per day

Overpopulation_this_is_what_i_hate_about
We had no more time to stop by at our house in  since it was too
far from the station that will take us to Sagada. The bus’ departure was not
until 6am (and hourly thereafter),
giving us enough time to crash at Chowking (open 24 hrs) along Session Road to
fill ourselves with breakfast and meet our tour guide, the great Lito Manansala
- a Department of Tourism-accredited tour guide and mountaineer with a very
impressive resume. He was with Kuya Ernie “Totoy” Quijano, a fellow mountaineer
and Greenpeace activist who is as skillful and funny as Kuya Lito. =)

Wheres_the_queue_dangwa_bus_stationDangwa Station 9:30a

Ticket price: P240.00

After what seemed like eternity (There were just too many

travelers Hoy_mahal_inggit_ka_lang_sa_pwet_nya_heh
since it was peak time, and quite frankly, a poor system of managing
the ticket numbers.), we were finally able to ride the Lizardo bus bound for
Sagada. A 6-hour windy, foggy, edge-of-your-seat ride along the treacherous
Cordillera trails.

Mahangin sa labas! =) 

Aboard_a_smokebelching_tin_can_of_a_bus_ Zero_visibility_danger_ahead
The_breathtaking_view

 



Sagada, Mt Province 3:00p

Oh wow.. We were dropped off in front of the Sagada
Municipal Just_arrived_
Hall. The town proper was quaint and rural, reminding me of the Liliw
municipality in Laguna, only much much colder
and rustic.

Igorot Inn

P200 per head per
night at the private house

Ava reserved one room at this inn months ago, but the
snobbish receptionist told us we were reserved for a small private house.
Nakakainis! Babe_our_housemate_1
All along we thought we were staying at the inn. But since there
were no more vacancies and we had to have a place to stay because of the many
tourists competing for it, we had no choice but to unpack at the private house.
It was located within walking distance from the inn, and housed 4 big and dark
native pigs. Batalan ang bathroom. There was no electricity in the socket. And
we were missing one mattress and one lightbulb. Hehehe. Naku po. For us city
dwellers, this was a first. Mainit na ang ulo ng aking mga kasama. Hehehe. Frankly
okay lang sakin yun because I’ve been into worse situations than that. =)

There was nothing else left that can be done anyway. We had
no more options and the day was passing fast.

Sumaguing Cave 5p

Total spelunking time
: 2 hours

Cave Guide fee: P110The_hobbits_among_the_majestic_pines

Miniterraces_annual_harvest_comes_in_aug
Sumaguing is the most accessible and
widely
visited cave in Sagada. I love the trail going there. It was like John
Hay. Minus the irritating commercialization. The best thing about it was the
view of the Sagada terraces which, for a first-timer like me, was a
The_perfect_jogging_trail sight to
behold. It’s a great trail to jog any time of the day.

Sumaging Cave is found down deep from the side of
the road. There was not much grandeur to tell you that you have arrived at your
destination. Nothing but a manmade stone sign that reads Caving Rules. Down the
stairs, there was a viewpoint near the cave’s opening that felt so Lord of the
Rings, or Encantadia at the very least. It exudes mystery, mystic creatures and
magical battles. I couldn’t help but wonder what was waiting for me inside.

Also known as the  Big Cave, it gave me that
feeling of how little I was between those big rocks. I felt like they were
ganging up on me, telling me to pack up
and go home you lil chicken.
Inside there were more rocks. We were trudging
on them. Big, pointed, sharp, deadly rocks. Your life suddenly depended on your
feet and slippers, and the minimal amount of daylight peeking in from the cave
opening. Swear! One slip, one wrong step… and your life is as good as a bet!

You could easily get lost in there.
Inside, it was pitch black, there were deep gorges and limestone formations.
Near the cave entrance and ceiling were lots and lots and lots of bats, and of
course, lots and lots and lots of bat dung (or “guano”). Hehe. In fact, the
rocks were awfully slippery due to bat dung. One_slip_and_good_riddance
It was a test of our strength,
balance, flexibility, endurance and sense of adventure. We had doubts whether
our Dupes and Havianases had enough traction to keep us from slipping. Grabe.
Nakakakaba ang kwebang yan. Madulas ang mga bato.

Panay
ang tawa at tili. Kapit lang nang kapit kahit pupu na ng paniki ang kinakapitan
mo. Wag ka lang mahulog!!

We managed. Our tourguides, the unbreakable Kuya Eddie and
the
Wala_n_a_kaming_makita_kelangan_na_ng_gaindestructible (and quite a cutie) Kuya Sam, were amazing, almost non-human
in their capacities. They are very well-trained. They stopped us at some point
and said that it was at that point that we shall be needing artificial light
because the rest of the cave was going to be pitch dark. They lighted our lamp.
Prior to becoming licensed guides, they were required to
train on BASIC (basic lang daw yun?!) spelunking and caving technical  The_bottomless_beyond
skills
for six whole months.
They had to memorize the labyrinthine ins and outs
of the cave, keep in mind what is slippery, what’s a goodluck-where-it-leads
well, what’s fatal, what’s knee-deep, what’s waist-deep, what’s everything. “Highway nalang sa amin
ito e..”, Kuya Eddie said when asked if he finds Sumaguing a hard cave to
explore. Highway lang???? Highway??? Sure??

Spectacular_spectacularSqueezing_through_the_hole All the fright subsided upon gazing
at the beauty that our lamp revealed: stunning rock formations, stalagmites,
stalactites, pillars and limestones. Ang ganda! Wala akong masabi kundi.. Ang
galing ni Lord! Iba’t ibang shapes, merong elepante, buntis, curtains, mini-terraces,
at mapa ng Quezon City! (joke)

Braving_the_big_caveTake_a_dip
  There was cold, running water, and clear bottomless
pools everywhere. This was why we endured the trek.. and it was too spectacular
for words..

Further on, Kuya Eddie told us to be
prepared to get wet. And get wet we did! At some points, we had to glide and
rapel up and down a 4-meter high wall, crawl
through tight spaces, hug rocks to
keep from falling and wade through waist-deep freezing water. Muntikan na
talaga ako ma-tepok nung di ko maabot yung isang lubid dahil sa aking short
wingspan. Hehe. Buti andun si SuperCaveman Kuya Sam to save the day!!

Cooling_our_butts_off_at_the_crystal_clePag ahon sa kweba.. kamusta naman
ang heart/pulse/respiratory rate at BP namin? Kailangan namin ng Valium para
lang makapag-normalize. Hehe.

But it was amazing.

Imagine your life hanging by how
tight you grip the rope, how firm you grab the rock, how low you bend your
knees, and how much you trust your cave guide…

This is one of the things I’ll
forever be proud to have done.

I’m very happy I did it.

And I’m very happy I came out alive.

Day 3 Apr 6 Yoghurt House 7am

Robust Tuna – P80

Hitchhiker’s – P110

Banana-Strawberry-Granola Yoghurt - P90

Hot Choco – P40

 Ordered Robust Tune Sandwich- a triple-decker whole wheat bread generously filled
with tuna, onion, celery, cheese, tomatoes, lettuce. Perfect for the health
conscious. Hehe. And very very Robust_tuna
good. And who would eat here without ordering
their famous yoghurt? I don’t like yoghurt that much (because the only yoghurt
I’ve tasted came from Ate Pam’s bland home-made concoction of plain sour yucky
yoghurt hehe) but Yoghurt House made a convert out of me. Masarap talaga timpla
nila. (Try the Hitchhiker’s Delight for
the best combi of pancake, yoghurt and strawberry syrup.) YumHitchhikers_delight_2
yum! We all over-ordered
and had to takeout our yoghurts and just ate them along our hike. Hehe. Grabe
sa bundat! The long wait at the queue was worth it.

Sidecomment:

Be courteous to diners. Being such a
small restaurant, Yoghurt House can only accommodate a small number of diners
at a time. So be prepared to wait in line. We waited outside for around half an
hour, an ample time to make friends with the others in line. Hehe. A bunch of
Koreans lined up behind us. And you know how noisy they can get. Anyway, amidst
the racket they were making, we were finally told of an available table for us
(table for 7 – including Argon and his girlfriend - Mahal’s friends that we
accidentally met on the Dangwa bus).

Mahal and I were standing in the
middle of the restaurant, near our table, when a gorgeous Manileño came up to
me and smiled. I was about to smile back when he asked, “Miss, pwede
magpa-reserve ng table for two?”

Walangya!

Me (stunned): I don’t work here. I’m
sorry.

Him (stunned too): Oh. I’m so sorry! (raising both palms up
as if shielding himself from my inevitable physical attack)

Me (stunned still): It’s okay.
(smiles pretentiously)

Walangya!! Oh please guys, laugh all
you want. But if you were in my situation, you’d simmer for your hurt ego.
Hehehe.

Anyway, all of us sat down the
table, ordered yummy food, and waited an eternity for it to be served. While
waiting, Mr. Cocky (He deserves the name, anyway) was able to get past the
Koreans and sat at a table presumably reserved Cozy_breakfast
for the Koreans. Mr. Cocky
called out to his bunch of friends and they all sat there, comfortable and cozy,
unmindful of the fact that they sneaked past the Koreans. Filipino that he is,
his behavior incited greater irritation from us than the behavior of those
Koreans. And because we love to avenge ourselves, we chided Mahal to go up to
the counter and make sumbong. Hehehehe. Ayun pinaalis si Mr. Cocky and company.
Buti nga sa kanila. Disprespectful na, mandurugas pa. Bwahahahahaaha!!!

Ohlabinan Inn 10a

P350 per head per night

Checked in at Ohlabinan Inn.
Dorm-type rooms. 2 beds. We added one Uyyy_sino_ang_katext_yihee_at_ohlabinan_
mattress for one of us (yes, ME) to sleep
on the floor with. (I chose to sleep on the floor than on the bed because I
don’t want to be squeezed between my snoring friends. Hehe. It’s much
comfortable!) Relatively better sleeping quarters than the private house the
night before. But its bathroom was communal so we had to constantly be on the
lookout for cubicle vacancy. Naligo na nga ako sa men’s bathroom kasi there
were no male guests. That was a first! Hehe. All in all, it was a bit pricey
for its accommodations.

Sagada Pottery 11a

To make your own pot – P100

One jigger of ricewine – P10

Purchased stoneware mug – P250

I nagged Kuya Lito to take us to
pottery lessons. Making my own pot has always been one of the things I’d dream
of doing before I die.

For an hour’s hike (umambon kaunti) and
a hundred bucks, one can be able to experience the brutal haughtiness of Tessie,
our middle-aged Tessie_the_terror_witch_kneading_my_clay
call-center-accentish
English-speaking pottery instructor. “Oh
I’m sure you will not be able to make a pot today. Anyway, holding the clay is
an experience. But you’ll never be able to finish your pot today. It will take
you years to perfect it”,
she unceremoniously and condescendingly said
after hearing my gush of “Yehey! I’ll
make my dream pot today! Wiheee!”

How discouraging can you get, huh?
But anyway, I still made a go at it. And I can proudly say I did a damn good
job! 

** According to wikipedia:

During the process, the solid ball of soft clay is pressed,
squeezed, and pulled gently upwards and outwards into a hollow shape. The first
step, of pressing the rough ball of clay downward and inward into perfect rotational symmetry, is called centering
the clay, a most important (and often most difficult) skill to master before
the next steps: opening (making a centered hollow into the solid ball of
clay), flooring (making the flat or rounded bottom inside the pot), throwing
(drawing up and shaping the walls to an even thickness), and trimming or
turning (removing excess clay to refine the shape or to create a foot).

**

Oh well, okay, so Tessie (“The
Witch”) was right when she exclaimed, “You
cannot center the wheel today. Take it from me. I took years to master it and
all I can tell you is YOU WILL FAIL. Bwahahahaha!!”

Pottery_ala_demi
So she centered the clay for me, and
guided my hands through the next steps. Much like that scene in “Ghost”, but
without the arousal. Hehe.

After I made my bowl, she said, “Oh you’re My_first_pot_session_gasp
actually very good in handling the
clay the first time. You have good control of your hands..”
— Wow. Now
that’s more like it, Manang Tessie! Dahil diyan, bibili ako ng mug nyo hehe.

**

10_bucks_per_jigger_of_tapoy
An automatic potter’s wheel costs
around 70,oooPHP.

A Nikon d80 DSLR costs around
80,oooPHP.

Someday I’ll be able to afford
those. And then I’ll make my own pots. And I’ll have my own travel photography
company!!

Lunch at Cafe St Joe’s 12:30p

Big combo meal of red rice, fresh veggies, barbecue chicken and lemon
chicken – P120

For P150, you can be able to get the
combo meal with the mixed vegetable rice. I didn’t buy it, since I already had
a good fill of veggies.

The place was really nice, situated
atop a hill overlooking Sagada. And the food was really good. The place has a
cute resident dog whose favorite hobby was to sit beside the diners and wait
for delectable foodscraps. Hehe. Good boy.

The Road to Echo Valley / Hanging Coffins 2p

It is best
to take a guide to  Echo Valley
because it’s Save_the_pines_they_are_just_so_pretty_
easy
to get lost. We were separated into 2 groups – Kuya Lito with Ava and Gayle.
Kuya Totoy with me, Mahal and Ate Pam. Kuya Lito’s group was walking too fast.
So our group was left behind and got lost in the process. Imagine getting lost
in the mountains, shouting your lungs out for the nowhere-to-be-seen Kuya Lito:

“KUYA LITO!!!!
ASAN NA KAYO!!! HUWAAAAAH !!!”   

Silence (My
heartrate: 75bpm)

“KUYA
LITO!!!! NAWAWALA KAMEEEEEEH !!!”

Silence.

Eery
silence. (My heartrate: 1,000,000 bpm)

“KUYAAAA!”

At long
last… Kuya Lito shouted back:

“HOY ASAN
NA KAYO??!!”

“EWAN KO!!”

“SABI KO
LIKO KAYO SA KANAN PAGDATING NYO SA JUNCTION!”

“LUMIKO
NAMAN KAMI SA KANAN KANINA EH!”

“AY SA
PANGALAWANG JUNCTION PALA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAH !!!”

“AAAARGH!!”

Munimuni_habang_nag_chichills_hehe_overl The Echo Valley akes a huge bit
of adventurous spirit to be able to reach it. It boasts of a beautiful view of terraces,
mountains, and foliage. And ofcourse, we were shouting our lungs out for
echoes:

“HELOOOOOOOOH!!!!”   I_look_ridiculous

owww..oww…ow……

“GANDA NG PINAAAAAAS!!”

naaas.. naas… nas…..

“ANG GANDA KOOOOOOH!”

owwwsss..owwss..owssssss…???

The cliffs here are a rock climber’s heaven. Kuya Totoy told
us that just a Rock_climbers_heaven
week ago, an Italian climber fell to his death when he attempted
to rock climb without a harness. From the echo point we saw some hanging coffins
from afar. We continued on walking deeper down the forest, traversing the
jagged rocks, at one point getting lost in the tracks because our group was
separated, to see the coffins up close. Hidden in the dense foliage of the
valley, the hanging coffins are precariously perched on the limestone cliff
using slabs and iron bars Coffins_dangling_in_the_air
driven into the rocks. Most coffins were made with
one whole piece of wood carved into various shapes. Kuya Totoy told me that after
the deceased are put inside these coffins they are then brought to caves high
in the cliffs where they join the coffins of other ancestors. Some traditional
Sagadians still prefer to be buried in the cliffs than to be buried in the
ground and have been doing this for more than 2,000 years. It was said that the
hanging coffins could prevent bodies from being taken by beasts and also bless
the soul eternally. (But the comic in Kuya Lito said “Edi para hindi
maabot ng aso! Hahaha!”)

It’s fascinating
how they managed to put those coffins up there on the sides of the cliffs.
Several questions come into play: Was someone from the cliff tops pulling ropes
to lift the coffins? Did they have to use a ladder? Did they climb those
treacherous rocks? Were there foot- and handholds? Did they place the coffins
first before they put in the bodies?  Since
there were no signs of decay, how did they mummify the bodies? Why did they
have to hang the coffins high up and not bury them? The coffins were found in
places seemingly impossible to reach — places that can be touched only by
mother nature.

Lumiang Cave (or Burial Cave) 3p

 A creepy place. Like in Echo Valley,  the coffins were made with Shhh_mummies_ahead
Ella_and_argon
one whole piece of wood carved into various shapes. These
coffins are carved by the elderly before they die; if they are too ill or weak,
their son or other close relative will do it for them. This ritual involves
pushing the bodies into the tight spaces of the coffins, and Animated_coffins
often bones are
cracked and broken as the process is completed. In the cave, hundreds of
coffins are lined up, and unfortunately tourists are unregulated in this area,
some have even taken some of the bones as souvenirs. Let us show respect and do
not grave rob.


Underground River  4p

Jump_kuya_lito
The route to the underground river is challengingly
wicked. From the Do_not_go_to_sagada_without_developed_qu
cliffside location of the Echo Valley, it was a  very steep descent to the river below. The trail was covered with
vegetation and dainty wild flowers. And it was very slippery. It also involved
walking along a river which ultimately enters a cave. The trail itself was a
real workout, with us having to balance on jagged rocks so as not to fall
headfirst to the river. The trail’s view was breath-taking but if you were
scaling the rocks near vertical, you’ll be too busy trying to stay alive to
notice how beautiful it is. Hehe.

Be careful
of the very slippery rocks you have to climb to get out – it is not easy, but
we have done it. Hooray!!

Dinner at Rock Inn 6p

A plate of tuna spaghetti – P80

Mountain Tea – P40

This is a new place which was about a one kilometer-walk out
of
Rock_inns_resident_cat_i_was_surprised_ttown.
Quite far, really. They have a beautiful ambience but the food was a
real disappointment, especially by Sagada standards.

Nightlife at Mapiya-aw Pension Inn 7p

ManilaTo cap our last night in Sagada, we
planned to enjoy the Sagada nightlife. Sagada poses a loose curfew of 9pm. So
the celebration at Mapiya-aw inn was only from 7pm to 9pm. Hehehe. A big change
from the way we have it in  Manila, when
even at 12mn, it’s considered uncool to start clubbing already.   

CordillerasBecause it was dark already, the
walk to Mapiya-aw from Rock Inn would be too dangerous. Kuya Lito called a Sagadian
friend to pick us up using his van and get us to Mapiya-aw. His name was Joey,
a true-blue Bob Marley fan. If there was ever an anthem for Sagada, Sagadians
would most likely prefer it sung in reggae. In this sleepy town in the middle
of the   Cordilleras,
the houses, jeepneys and
hired vans play reggae. Hehe.

So we were able to get there in time.
It was an open-air reggae jamming, with a rock formation serving as the stage. Our
excitement was dissipated when we saw that there were still no people around
save for the band setting up their instruments. We were willing to wait for the
people, but because we had a 6am wake up time the next day, we sadly decided to
leave the place and spend it for a much-deserved snooze instead. =)

Getting a Massage at the Inn 9p

Whole body Swedish massage – P350

Ava, knowing she would be trekking
the whole day, had asked Kuya Lito for an available masseuse to go to our room
that evening. Kuya Lito, who seemed to know everyone (and I mean everyone!) in
Sagada, contacted Manang ___, the Sagadian masseuse to the stars. Sensing my
own weariness, I jumped in for the opportunity and decided to get one too.

To my utter disappointment.

An important tip for those who are
fresh from a day’s trek: DO NOT GET A MASSAGE THAT SAME DAY.

You’d die of pain.

It was so painful for my quadriceps
that I shed tears. They couldn’t take even the lightest pressure from the
masseuse’s hands. Huhu. 350 PHP down the drain.

Day 4 Apr 7 – Last day!

Yaaaawn! WAKE UP SUNSHINE!! My last
morning in this peaceful town. At 7am we were off to BANAUE, the land of the
great terraces!

What was for breakfast? Our ever-reliable
chef-baked raisin panatone bread from Café St Joe’s. Very very good, especially
when you eat it inside a rickety tin-can of a bus to Banaue, beside our reggae-humming
driver, amidst the mighty mountains and fragrant pines… =)

** Watch out for my next entry: The
Great Banaue Adventure!

My Favorite Poem

February 28th, 2007 by killjoyako

Lost in the sea’s unforgiving blue,
I seek you.
Before me,
the day unscrolls its naked scripture:
Sun, vision’s burning field,
Islands, faint presences crumbling in the distance,
Water, the fickle immensities life is made constant by.
And it strikes me
I love the sea
because it borders this suffering world and the next:
the soul, it is said,
travels in a boat
from a winding inland river,
homing clear-eyed toward the ocean –
which is the bottomless beyond.
And I know:
Here, upon this beach,
wash the crushed remains of what was once mortal:
bone and kelp,
driftwood and tentacle,
porous red coral –
keepsakes life leaves behind
before dissolving back to brine.

I am home here, then,
whom the world never loved,
and from its torn edges,
I can almost see it all end:
an onrushing tide,
a radiant sea-swell
sweeping away all appearance,
gentle eddies whittling the self
till it is no longer even sand.

I think of you
landlocked and lost
in another element –
your body.

The sea teaches me
Love is a wish
not for safety
but for destruction.
I am not ashamed to admit it:
I love you
the way water loves.
Which is to say
I wish the world were through with you,
so you could return to me
ravaged, upon this shore:
a shell held tight
inside my palm.

– Legend of the Seafoam by John Neil C. Garcia

             

In 2006, I have learned:

January 3rd, 2007 by killjoyako

1. That procrastination and indecision will get me nowhere.
2. That money can, by some degree, buy me happiness.
3. That I have a long grieving period.
4. That I set my standards too high
5. That I have certain bigotries I cannot get rid of.
6. That I have to go out and meet more interesting people.
7. That I can go beyond my borders.
8. That some friendships can be found in the most unlikely persons.
9. That deep friendships are not bound by proximity.
10. That people change, whether we like it or not.
11. That it is a bad idea to keep on waiting without doing anything to shorten the
      wait.
12. That a little pride goes a long way.
13. That TIME is both my friend and enemy.
14. That there’s nothing more hurtful than the truth.
15. That the truth, even when hurtful, is like surgery. It is painful but it cures.
16. That people are innately morally good.
17. That God loves to hand me last-minute opportunities.
18. That love comes when I’m not looking.
19. That good decisions are those that are made promptly and intelligently with my
      heart.
20. That at the end of the day, there’s nothing that brings me more comfort than the
      company of my family.

I am still a work in progress.
What a year it was. =)

The Simple Life

November 16th, 2006 by killjoyako

November 2006,
Bulalacao, Oriental Mindoro
 — I volunteered
for a medical-dental mission to the Hanunoo Tribe in this part of Luzon
. (Yes, administratively speaking, it
is still part of Southern Tagalog.) Being an avid fan of community development
projects, I’d rather be working with NGOs and BHWs than with doctors inside the
white walls of the hospital. It has been ages since my last med-mission. Been ages
since experiencing the fulfillment of long-distance travel and immersion for
the sole purpose of patient care — and to a TRIBE at that. This was something
new for me. And as always, new experiences never fail to excite me. So you can
just imagine how thrilled I was to join this venture of Victory Church Fellowship
and Promise, Inc.

Travel + evangelism +
medmission = indescribable

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Bulalacao (yes, like the comet) is Oriental Mindoro’s southernmost
town, and unfortunately too far from Puerto Galera (northernmost hehe). The
mission site was situated on the rough hills along the coastline overlooking
the Tablas Strait
.

One of the eight indigenous groups of the Mangyan tribe is
the Hanunoo. They are the most populous as well.

“To the
Hanunoo-Mangyan, clothing (rutay) is one of the most important criteria in
distinguishing the Mangyan from the damuong (non-mangyan). A Hanunoo-Mangyan
male wears a ba-ag (loin cloth) and a balukas (shirt). A female wears a ramit
(indigo-dyed short skirt) and a lambung (blouse). Many of the traditional style
shirts and blouses are embroidered on the back with a design called pakudus,
based on the cross shape. This design is also found on their bags made of buri
(palm leaf) and nito (black fern), called bay-ong. Both sexes used to wear a
hagkos (twilled rattan belts with a pocket) at their waist. Long hair is the
traditional style for a man. It is tied in one spot at the back of the head
with a cloth hair-band called panyo. Women also have long hair often dressed
with a headbands of beads. The Hanunoo-Mangyans of all ages and both sexes are
very fond of wearing necklaces and bracelets of beads. [Miyamoto, 1985]

The Hanunoo-Mangyans practise swidden
farming. This type of farming is different from the "kaingin" system
practised by non-Mangyans which is often very destructive when it is done with
no proper safeguards to prevent the fire from spreading to the surrounding vegetation.
A fallow period is also observed so that the swidden farm will revert back to
forest. According to Conklin, the Mangyans managed their swidden farm
skillfully. In 1995, almost half a century after Conklin’s research, a study on
the Hanunoo-Mangyans’ swidden farming system was conducted by Hayama Atsuko.
She concluded that the Hanunoo-Mangyans’ farming practices have prevented land
deterioration in spite of the fact that forest land degradation is evident now
in the Hanunoo-Mangyan territory due to various factors.

Together with their northern neighbor
the Buhids, the Hanunoo-Mangyans possess a pre-Spanish Hanuletter_1

writing system,
considered to be of Indic origin, with characters, expressing the open
syllables of the language.”

Prior to our departure to Mindoro, I looked up for information
regarding this tribe. However, published researches on the Hanunoos were hard
to come by. But the snippets I got were enough to spike my interest.

Fast Forward to Med-Mission
Proper

We were a team of Christian doctors, dentists, nurses, med
techs, nutritionists, and medicine/ nursing students. Strangers we were to one
another. But we all know what Mitch Albom aptly said: Strangers are relatives we have yet to meet. And to some extent, he
is true, no matter how much I dislike the way he writes his books (Too dramatic
for my taste.).

This is very basic: It
is not right to assume anything about anyone without knowing them fully
. I’m
just going to go straight to my anecdotes:

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Anecdote 1:

Me: Mayad pagsurip, insan. (translation: “Magandang umaga, pinsan”.  We
all had to learn a bit
of their language)

Patient 1: Mayad pagsurip!

Me: Taga naan kamo?

Patient 1: (incomprehensible.)

Me: *nodding, as if I knew what he was saying!

Patient 1: *silent.

Me: Eto po ang kailangan ninyong inuming gamot mula bukas hanggang
Martes. (holds up the capsules and prescription to his face) Inumin po ninyo
ito bago kayo kumain. Isang kapsula bago mag almusal, isa bago mag tanghalian
at isa bago maghapunan. Bale sa isang araw, tatlong beses po kayo iinom nito.

Patient 1: *stares at me, nodding.

Me: Naiintindihan nyo po ba?

Patient 1: Oo.

Me: (unconvinced) Maaari nyo po bang ulitin yung sinabi ko kanina?

Patient 1: Nurse, marunong naman po akong makaintindi. Alam ko pong
magbasa.

Me: (oops. speechless!!!!)

Anecdote 2:

Me: Eto na po yung tinimpla kong gamot para sa anak ninyong si Lam-ang.
Gumamit po kayo ng Pb030079
kutsarita para ipainom sa kanya. Dapat po dalawang kutsarita
bawat araw, sa loob ng isang buwan, o hanggang maubos ang laman ng bote.

Patient 2 (frowning): Ano po ang kutsarita?

      At first I was confused. And then I
assumed that they use no kitchen
      utensils because neither do they eat rice nor drink
soup or other liquids.
      Their staple foods are sweet potatoes and bananas; And
because they
      live in the mountains, they have never tasted salt, rice or meat.
They were the original lowland
      settlers of Mindoro
but upon the occupation of
foreigners and Tagalogs, they were forced to
      move up to the mountains and live
there ever since.

Me: Ang kutsarita po ay parang ganito … (draws a small spoon at the
back of the prescription) Ginagamit po ito para sa pag-kain. Pero sa
pagkakaalam ko po hindi kayo gumagamit ng ganito. Kaya po bibigyan ko nalang po
kayo nito (gives a tiny medicine cup with measurements). Sa pagsukat,
siguraduhin nyo po na hanggang sa may guhit na “15” (points at 15) ang gamot.
Hindi sosobra at hindi bababa sa 15. Okay po ba?

Patient 2: Okay na okay!

Anecdote 3:

Me: Adona, bakit halos lahat sila may gingivitis? Wala pang
pine-prescribe Pb030062

sina Doc for their condition…

Adona: Sira! Nag-nga-nganga sila.

Me: E bakit mapula gums nila?

Adona: E pula ang nganga e..

Me: Hindi ba itim? Hehehehe. (I have always thought they cause black
stains)

With that I have learned that betel
nuts cause red stains on the teeth and oral cavity. And that the contents of
betel nuts are addictive, like nicotine — stimulants, and
appetite-suppressants at the same time. So the more they chew, the more they
get addicted, the more they can suppress their appetite, leading to weight loss
and malnutrition. Plus, the excess chewing CAN cause gingivitis.

Anecdote 4:
(As told by one of us)

RN: (Upon seeing a patient in his ‘bahag” run from the medical to the
dental department) Insan! Bat ka nagamadali? Dito muna kayo pumunta (referring
to the surgical dept.) para matignan kayo.

Patient 3: Mamaya na yan. Magpapa-cleaning pako!!

I couldn’t stop laughing at this
story. The patient said it like it was the most normal thing in the world.
Hehe.

Anecdote 5:
While sitting under a tree with the kind and humble Dag-oy Buhid, one of the
tribe elderlies.

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Me: Kamusta naman po ang ginawang pagtatahi sa leeg nyo? (referring to
the minor surgery done on him)

Dag-oy: Medyo nakirot. Pero mas maginhawa na dahil wala nang kulugo.
Masakit kasi masyado dati e.

Me: Ganun po ba? Bigyan nyo po yan ng mga 2 hanggang 3 linggo para
humilom. Wag nyo po dudumihan ang gasa.

Dag-oy: Salamat ineng. Alam mo ba na ngayon lang ako nakakita ng mga
taga-Maynila? (Dag-oy is 57 years old)

Me: Talaga po? Ngayon din lang po ba nagkaroon ng med-mission sa lugar
ninyo?

Dag-oy: Ay oo. At laking pasasalamat namin sa inyo.

Fifty-seven years of knowing no other person
besides his kind. No constant contact with the lowlanders. It was distressing
to think that our indigenous people cannot have decent access to basic health
care. There are no resident physicians within 5-km radius from their area. No
supply of clean water (They drink, bathe, and wash clothes in the mountain
springs.) And it doesn’t bring comfort knowing that they are into animism, leaving
their fate to nature alone.

Anecdote 6:

Me: Insan, ano po ang pinagkakakitaan ninyo dito?

Dag-oy: Yung mga tanim namin sa itaas (referring to the mountains). Mga
patatas, kamote, ube, saging.. dinadala namin sa baba sa Mansalay. Sa bayan.

Me: Paano nyo po dinadala sa Mansalay?

Dag-oy: May lagayan naman kami tapos nilalakad namin pababa

What? Nilalakad lang nila mula sa
bundok hanggang sa bayan? E kami ngaPb030061
nag jumbo jeep mula Roxas hanggang Bulalacao
nawindang kami sa pagod! Tapos nilalakad nyo lang???? The climb to Bulalacao
med mission site was so steep that we had to alight the vehicle and walk the
rest of the trail on foot. The ground, made of clay, was muddy and slippery
because of yesterday’s rain. Hearing Dag-oy speak of his thrice-a-week trips up and
down the mountains amazed me at their sheer tenacity.

 

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Anecdote 7:

Me: Napansin ko po lagi kayong may dalang bolo. (trying to look
unafraid hehehe)

Dag-oy: Ah, e siyempre.. para pag ginutom ako habang nasa gubat, aakyat
lang ako ng puno para kumuha ng saging o
niyog.

Me: Aaahh… Wow…  (More like.. Whew!!) E insan, lagi po kayong naka-paa dito?

Dag-oy: Ay, oo. Sanay na kami sa mga lugar dito, sa mga bato. Hehe.

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Me: Hmm.. Paano naman po kayo nakakakita pag gabi? (There is no electricity
supply to speak of in the mountains.)

Dag-oy: Edi yung buwan na lamang. Kinakapa namin ang paligid.

       Looking back, I thought of how
frustrated I was when our
      village did not have the electricity back until 7 days
after
      typhoon Milenyo. For the first 3 days it was no big deal for me,
      I even
welcomed it as a respite from stress. I finished 2 books
      in 3 days, which is a
rarity. I played chess, word factory and
      card games with my sisters. And I
enjoyed the moonlight. But
      gradually it became too routine, too boring, and too
damned
      hot. Lack of mental stimulation made us all irritable… Now I am
      curious
as to the incidence of mental disturbance among the
      Hanunoos. Are they ever
bored? What are their forms of
      entertainment? Silly, I know. But I just can’t
help wondering…

      After the mission, as we rode the jumbo jeep back to Roxas City, I looked out and saw utter
      darkness, then saw impressions of trees and shrubs illuminated by moonlight,
and nothing
      more. Upon closer inspection I was able to make out outlines of 2
kids running around and
      playing. They can run around blind. Amazing.

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  They live simply and unassumingly.
They have no vice or luxury. Just their able bodies, strong family ties,
clothes on their back, bolos on their sides, coconuts to pick, and betel nuts
to chew. The simple life. If we could only learn to un-clutter our lives like
they have (figuratively speaking), and learn to celebrate the essentials, we
will spend less time acquiring things and more time acquiring experiences,
insights, and relationships. It will encourage us to lend a helping hand in our
community, whenever the need arises, because we can make the time to do it. And
it will give us freedom and control of our lives — ultimately making the world
a happier place.


* With great appreciation to Victory
Church Fellowship, Promise Inc, John Mark Dairo & Richard Ching.

Till next mission!

Reference:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mangyan

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retake

September 29th, 2006 by killjoyako

Bat ayaw nyo pa kasi mag retake?

Yun lang ang solusyon.

Pababayaan nyo nalang bang mabulok ang lisensya nyo sa PRC?

Oo, idealismo ang pinapairal ninyo. Oo, biktima kayo ng mga buwayang opisyales ng gobyerno. Pero sa realidad ng takbo ng burokrasya at hustisya sa Pilipinas (at alam nyo naman kung gaano kabulok ito), baka umabot pa hanggang sa pagdating ni Hesukristo bago nyo makuha ang inaasam-asam ninyong lisensya.

Tahan na. Masyado na kayong maingay. Ang trapik na sa Morayta. Na-wa-wa-poise na kayo. Ang puputi pa naman ng uniporme ninyo…

Masarap mag welga. Lalo na kung may patutunguhan ang pag we welga. Pero sa panahong ito, mas mainam nalang na mag-aral kayo.

Diba matatalino naman kayo? Di naman kayo tsumamba diba? Bat kayo natatakot?

Kung tungkol sa pera, sagot naman ng gobyerno ang pambayad nyo sa review at retake.

Para mapatunayan din ninyo na karapat-dapat din kayo pumasa,na kahit paulit-ulit nyo pa i-retake, papasa parin kayo. Dahil matatalino kayo.

Normal lang na umiyak o magalit. Tao lang. Pero walang patutunguhan yan kung patuloy ang pag iinarte. 

Kaya pwede ba, umuwi na kayo at mag-aral. Dahil madaming pasyente ang naghihintay sa inyo…

*the author writing at the height of exasperation

My Cat Died

August 14th, 2006 by killjoyako

My cat died yesterday…

Ten years she has been part of the family.

Ten years she has been with me.

My solitary friend who loved to eat, sleep and stay pretty…

Took care of her as she took care of me, although unknowingly.

My first real sense of earthly loss…

People say, "May papalit din kay Ming".

And I say, "Wala. Walang papalit sa kanya."

                    ~~~

Darkness gripped my world today,
my little Ming was taken away,
I watched her gasping her last breath,
and whispered to her "It’s time to rest."
My heart crumbled as I watch her go,
but I couldn’t let her suffer so.

I kissed her head, buried my face in her side,
whispered goodbye and a part of me died.
May heavens arms hold you, softly my love,
until I can hold you in Heaven above.

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